cold weather.
so , me&missy ended up not going to our first class. I woke up super tired and sad. i just knew it wasn’t going to be a great day. i woke up late again still sick and cold.
i knew i had to leave all the drama behind and wake up not remembering all the lies i lived through. hopefully thats done&over with.
school was ok, the usual: go to class take our break and sit at the same spot. do the same thing: homework and me & michelle eating out 99cents soft taco. the day just very gloomy and every minute my nose goes running. but the i guess what bothered me the most was knowing i had a presentation for history today.
Stage fright, my worst enemy. i seriously feel as if i could have done so much more if i didn’t have it with me all the time. stage fright stopped me from pursuing many things, who would known what i could have been doing now.
but the presentention went by fast though i messed up at the end, i was just looking forward to another tuesday at bww with my lovers.
its a good feel after having a long day at school knowing that there’s something good to look forward to especially when its good company. its the therapy i needed.
now here i am, exhausted doing the same routine. i want my life to be adventurous and i want it to start soon. but i guess i should work on losing weight & toning out my body first haha. so gym here i will come.
enjoy life pls.
