lalaworld.

what if someone so dearly close to you and is one of the people you most care about calls you one day and says “i love you and im so sorry but i have to go… goodbye”

heartaching?
breathless?

then your left with all these questions and strong hunger for answers.

God bless you&hoping everything will be okay.

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“

You know it’s been said that we just don’t recognize the
significant moments of our lives while they are happening. We grow
complacent with ideas, or things or people and we take them for granted
and it’s usually not until that thing is about to be taken away from
you that you’ve realized how wrong you’ve been that you realized how
much you need it, how much you love it.

And once you lose yourself you have two choices; find the person you used to be
or lose that person completely. Because sometimes you have to step
outside of the person you’ve been and remember the person you were
meant to be, the person you wanted to be, the person you are.Because
it’s only when you’re tested that you truly discover who you are.

And it’s only when you’re tested that you discover who you can be. The
person that you want to be does exist, somewhere in the other side of
hard work and faith, and belief and beyond the heartache and fear of
what life has.

There are moments in our lives when we find
ourselves at a crossroad, afraid, confused, without a road map. The
choices we make in those moments can define the rest of our days. Of
course when faced with the unknown, most of us prefer to turn around
and go back.

But once in a while people push on to something
better. Something found just beyond the pain of going it alone and just
beyond the bravery and courage it takes to let someone in. Or to give
someone a second chance. Something beyond the quiet persistence of a
dream.

At this moment there are 6,470,818,671 people in the
world. Some are running scared. Some are coming home. Some tell lies to
make it through the day. Others are just now facing the truth. Some are
evil men, at war with good. And some are good, struggling with evil.
Six billion people in the world. Six billion souls. And sometimes —
all you need is one.

Ida Scott Taylor once wrote: Do not look
back and grieve over the past, for it is gone; and do not be troubled
about the future, for it has not yet come. Live in the present, and
make it so beautiful that it will be worth remembering.

One Three Hill

April 28

something new

im still new to this whole thing. but i still think im going to keep blogging with blogspot keep the personal things there :] yah know

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cold weather.

so , me&missy ended up not going to our first class. I woke up super tired and sad. i just knew it wasn’t going to be a great day. i woke up late again still sick and cold.

i knew i had to leave all the drama behind and wake up not remembering all the lies i lived through. hopefully thats done&over with.

school was ok, the usual: go to class take our break and sit at the same spot. do the same thing: homework and me & michelle eating out 99cents soft taco. the day just very gloomy and every minute my nose goes running. but the i guess what bothered me the most was knowing i had a presentation for history today.

Stage fright, my worst enemy. i seriously feel as if i could have done so much more if i didn’t have it with me all the time. stage fright stopped me from pursuing many things, who would known what i could have been doing now.

but the presentention went by fast though i messed up at the end, i was just looking forward to another tuesday at bww with my lovers.

its a good feel after having a long day at school knowing that there’s something good to look forward to especially when its good company. its the therapy i needed.

now here i am, exhausted doing the same routine. i want my life to be adventurous and i want it to start soon. but i guess i should work on losing weight & toning out my body first haha. so gym here i will come.

enjoy life pls.